They say the most important thing in life is family. Those are the people you grow op with, the ones who know you the best. These are the people who take you as you are. You don't have to prove yourself to them. You live with them, eat with them, laugh with them and cry with them.
The earliest memory I have from my childhood is that my brother and sister used to mock me with a lot of things. I used to act like I was dumb. Afterwards they always laughed at me and I felt bad. But I was also the little one, the youngest. So turn out I also am the "baby". I am emotionally weak because I was a motherscild. But the older I became, the closer I became with my sister who is 2 years older than me. We were very close by the age of 10 and she used to learn me things about love and coolness :). She was my big sister in the good way. We had the same style of thinking and clothing. Few years later we learned what drugs was. we started smoking weed and it was fun for how long it lasted. I quitted because it had to much impact on my life (in a bad way). My sis kept on smoking, she was always the influential one, the naive one. I didn't really pushed her to stop smoking because I knew a lot of people who smoked at that time. It was kind of normal. We grew apart because I changed friends because I stopped smoking and our styles changed apart. I also changed schools and I went farther so I wasn't home as much as I used to. Then I met my boyfriend and I had little contact with my sister anymore. I didn't really notice how she got deeper and deeper into the hole that drugs creates. If course she met the wrong boyfriend and she moved in with him. It was a terrible moment for our family because there was nothing we could do.. She was over 18 and she hated us for hating her boyfriend. She came home a couple of times, blue and black because her boyfriend hit her. But every time she went back because she loved him.. Some time later she was pregnant. We talked to her, she wasn't ready for a child but she wouldn't listen and 21 april 2009 she got a girl. The girl was taken from them and placed with the grandparents of her boyfriend. after a time she came home with her baby. Luckily she stayed home with her but the drugs kept being a problem.
